So not I am in AZ. What a blow up.
out of the state hospital and into life. My fiancee thinks I'm lying, housing is a joke, SSA is a anothr joke and a half.
I take back everything about Steve.
I got out of the hospital. Did good then crash.
Steve can't have someone who keeps secrets. But if he reads this the whole world is going to go KABOOM.
I screwed up big time. I feel I can't be here, I can't be there. God, where is the drive I had in Seattle.
No pills, no lights, no running board. Just drop off into darkness. God reading my blog reminds me of how I use to feel.
This is all bull crap and it will go away. Just need time.