I'm happy I did :)

As i mentioned before, I had opened up to Steve about somethings and it paid off :) :)
Now I have been left in a romantic/haze/day-dreamy type mood all day long.
All I want to do is just be near him and he has been working in the attic all day.
Sometimes it is hard to read him. And I founfd that sometimes the only way I can talk to him is by texting him. We were actually talking about quite a bit today through text. It makes me feel bad that I hurt him so badly. But, i have said that before so i will not lament on it any longer.
Anyway....
I started applying for food stamps online this time and it is a friggin joke. On the paper application they don't ask for everything including what you plan to name you next son if you are planning on having children! Ofcourse I am exagerating. But, DANG!
I ment to add in here last night the lyrics to Flagpole Sitta. It always cheers me up, and makes me laugh. :)

Flagpool Sitta - Harvey Danger

I had visions, I was in them
I was looking into the mirror
To see a little bit clearer
The rottenness and evil in me

Fingertips have memories
Mine can't forget the curves of your body
And when I feel a bit naughty
I run it up the flagpole and see
who salutes but no one ever does

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause I'm in hell

Been around the world and found
That only stupid people are breeding
The cretins cloning and feeding
And I don't even own a tv

Put me in the hospital for nerves
And then they had to commit me
You told them all I was crazy
They cut off my legs now I'm an amputee, goddamn you

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause i'm in hell
I'm not sick but I'm not well
And it's a sin to live so well

I wanna publish zines
And rage against machines
I wanna pierce my tongue
It doesn't hurt, it feels fine

The trivial sublime
I'd like to turn off time
And kill my mind
You kill my mind

Paranoia paranoia
Everybody's coming to get me
Just say you never met me
Im running under ground with the moles
Diggin in holes

Hear the voices in my head
I swear to god it sounds like they're snoring
But if you're bored then you're boring
The agony and the irony, they're killing me

I'm not sick but I'm not well
And I'm so hot cause I'm in hell
I'm not sick but I'm not well
And it's a sin to live so well



That's it for tonight. I have other things to do tonight ;)